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Jun 28

[ ] A cell phone
[ ] a hair straightener
[1] your own computer
[ ] your own car
[ ] good grades
[ ] chanel sunglasses
[ ] burberry purse
[ ] A boyfriend/girlfriend -
[2] a curling iron -
[ ] every fall out boy cd
[3] something from american eagle
[ ] something from abercrombie
[ ] something from hot topic
[ ] a pet
[4] some type of trophy/award
[ ] Queen size bed
[ ] an ipod
[ ] a jersey from a professional team
[ ] more than $50 in my purse/wallet
[5] a radio/cd player
[ ]Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ] something related to green day
[ ] xanga
[ ] myspace
[6] make-up
[7] a desk in your room
[ ] a hill in your backyard
[ ] DDR
[ ] a pair of skis or snowboard
[8] alarm clock
[9] a pair of ice skates
[10] rollerblades
[ ] treadmill
[ ] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[ ] AIM
[ ] Yahoo!
[11] MSN
[ ] ICQ
[12] perfume/cologne
[13] lotion
[14] necklaces & bracelets & earrings
[ ]a journal/diary
[15] toothbrush
[ ] peaches in your fridge
[ ] x’s in your screename
[ ] a birthday in february
[ ] a famous relative
[16] a relative that lives in a different state
[ ] a disowned relative
[ ] an electric scooter
[ ] your own bathroom
[ ] your own band
[ ] any rock band shirts
[ ] gamecube
[ ] a guitar
[ ] a hammock
[ ] a basketball hoop
[ ] a soccer net
[ ] a bike
[ ] a mini van
[ ] a relative that lives in Florida
[ ] a V.C Andrews book
[17] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
[18] bad grades
[ ] a locker at school
[ ] a baby
[ ] a pet chimpanzee
[ ] sparkly blue nail polish
[ ] a “vote for pedro” tshirt/hoody
[ ] watched the movie “the 40 year old virgin”
[ ] a pool table
[ ] swimming pool
[ ] Trampoline
[ ] livejournal
[ ] flip flops
[ ] NFL madden
[ ] the sims
[ ] a ping pong table -
[ ] air hockey table -
[ ] a basement
[ ] converse
[19] construction paper
[20] markers, crayons, etc.
[ ] coloring books
[21] a nice singing voice (althought I really suck at singing though)
[ ] XBOX
[ ] PS2
[ ] rose red movie
[ ] wife beaters
[22] VCR/DVD
[23] a mom or a dad
[ ] an older brother(s)
[ ] a younger brother(s)
[ ] an older sister(s)
[ ] a younger sister(s)
[ ] a sled
[ ] a lake/pond near my house
[24] friends

Jun 27

I don’t deserve my mom.

Jun 27

Happiness is so transient. I always get this feeling, where I’m really happy and enjoying the time I’m spending. And then hours later in the same day, my life’s at rock bottom and I feel guilty for feeling so happy earlier. If I knew I would be unhappy later at the time, I wouldn’t want to feel happy then. Do you get that feeling sometimes?

Jun 24

Mag came over today. She had no trouble finding the place, which was good.

We wanted to go eat at P.F. Chang’s, this really expensive Chinese restaurant near our house, so we called them at 4:30pm and told them to reserve for four people, and they’re like, “The earliest we have is 9:30pm.” I’m like, “9:30?” So we gave up on that and went to Olive Garden.

Food was good at Olive Garden though. Service was good as always and I actually finished all that I ordered, which was amazing, cause I had some Bruschetta and soup before the main dish. We all ordered one dessert to share, which was also really good. Mag couldn’t finish what she ordered, so she took the rest home.

I’m really tired right now. But I’m glad we went out, cause I didn’t have to do the dishes.

I REALLY MISS MY COMPUTER!!!!!!! T_______T;;. From now on, whenever my dad asks me to find something I’m going to say I threw it into the garbage, cause that’s where he claims he threw away my laptop. V________V;;.

When we got up to leave, the old guy who was sitting behind us spoke to my dad about something I didn’t pay attention to and then he said something like, “How could I resist with two beautiful young ladies…?” while he was looking at me and Mag. After he left, Mag said, “Was he trying to flirt with us?” I answered, “Indirectly.”

A short snippet, for people fortunate enough to understand it: 美兽与野女。

Jun 24

Please watch SHOWTA. @ Pop Jam before reading.

本当に大変だ~新しい歌手を見つけた。でも、彼の声はものすごく女の子の声らしいんだ。本当にありえないですね。その名はSHOWTA.です。とても若い男の子です。1987年に生まれたの。すごく素敵な歌手です。シングルを三枚だけリリースした。ライブが上手で、すごいんだ。

Wow, typing in Japanese is such a chore because there are many different input types used in written Japanese. Anyway, I’ve discovered a new Japanese artist. His name is SHOWTA. and he is really really young. The same age as Tegoshi Yuuya. Anyway, what shocks me is that his voice and his image (more his voice than his image) is a lot like a girl.

Check out the video, and you’ll know what I mean. If I didn’t say he was a guy, you wouldn’t be able to tell eh?

*If there’s anything wrong with my Japanese, please correct me by leaving a comment.~*

Jun 23

How does the world see me?
Kanno Yoko - Arcadia
This is a song from one of the Escaflowne soundtracks that I’ve downloaded. It’s a pretty peaceful song. At least the beginning.

Will I have a happy life?
Track 3 of Best of Arslan
I don’t even know what this song’s called… =_=;;;… But it’s a pretty soft and suspicious piece of music. So, maybe my life won’t be rainbows and butterflies…

What do my friends really think of me?
Kuraki Mai - Kaze no lalala
LOL>>> It’s a song I know!! Haha, a fairly nice piece of Jpop. This is one of Detective Conan’s theme songs. I actually know this song. Surprise surprise.

Do people secretly lust after me?
Gundam Z - Toki wo Koete
I don’t even know I had this song really… U__U;;. I don’t know this song very much. Now that I look at it, the meaning of the title is Go over time or something.. Doesn’t make sense…

How can I make myself happy?
Toshihiko Sahashi - Shissou
There’s a movie starring Tegoshi Yuuya named Shissou, and I would like to see it. This is another OST piece because this computer has more OST music than vocals, that’s why you don’t see very many vocal songs. I hope Kaza no Lalala isn’t the only one *crosses my fingers*. This doesn’t really answer the question either.

What should I do with my life?
Hisaishi Joe - The Demon God III
Judging from the artist, I’m betting that this is a song from one of the Ghiblies by Miyazaki. *goes to check* Yes it is. Apparently it’s from the Princess Mononoke soundtrack. Uhhh…

Will I ever have children?
Utada Hikaru - B&C
I used to download songs because other people liked it. So I never was much of a Utada fan. I wonder what does the lyrics mean. It’s too late for me to try and understand it.

What is some good advice for me?
Ookawa Toru (Roy Mustang) - Shounen Yo Shinjiru Nakama Yo
This song actually sounds like he’s kind of advising. It’s from Roy Mustang’s Character SongFile released a couple of years back, when Fullmetal Alchemist was the hottest anime. Nice piece music, actually sounds like he’s advising me somewhat.

How will I be remembered?
阿桑 - 一直很安靜
Wow. I like how this question turned out. And it explains a bit of how I’m like. Interesting. Nice, soft and standard Cpop. From the Xian Jian Qi Xia OST, track 6. Me and Misaki were just talking about this on the phone today lol.

What is my signature dancing song?
GARNET CROW - Kimi no Omoi Egaita Yume Atsumeru HEAVEN
Waiiii!!! A GARNET CROW song!!! <3 <3 <3 It’s been awhile ^____^. Anyways, a nice Jpop. Stand GC style first opening for MAR I believe. I still remember watching the opening sequence to the anime and trying to identify if it was GC or not. A shame though, because GC doesn’t dance in their PV’s.

What do I think my current theme song is?
FLOW - Life is Beautiful
I think this is one of the Bleach themes, not exactly sure. But I’m glad it’s this song and not the other not very well named songs that I have. I think this is the first time I’ve heard this song too…

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Kanno Yoko - WINGS
Another Kanno Yoko piece from the Escaflowne soundtrack. Interesting eh? My portfolio is named golden-wings after all.

What song will play at my funeral?
Onitsuka Chihiro - Our Song
Wow. Interesting. Very interesting. This is a love song with English lyrics. This is a very sad song…

What type of men/women do I like?
Serial Experiments Lain OST - Kodoku no Signal
Signal of loneliness. Interesting. Maybe I like lonely guys? Umm…

What is my day going to be like?
Kajiura Yuki - Ode to Power
From the Noir OST. I don’t know it well enough to comment on it.

Basically, you put your playlist in random and say out loud the questions and click next. This is the Dell Version because I’m using the Dell Computer in the living room. I’ll make another version on my laptop soon, when I get it back from the garbage can.

Jun 21

It’s a lost and lonely kind of feeling,
To wake up wearing a disguise.
I lie in bed staring at the ceiling,
    I don’t know who I am
    There’s little that I can
Fully recognize….

But I’m taking small steps,
‘Cause I don’t know where I’m going.
I’m taking small steps
And I don’t know what to say.
Small steps,
    Trying to pull myself together,
    And maybe I’ll discover
A clue along the way….

Just to make it through the day and not to get hurt,
Seems about the best that I can hope.
Like coffee stains splattered on your sweatshirt
    There isn’t any pattern.
    Everything’s uncertain.
It’s difficult to cope….

But I’m taking small steps,
‘Cause I don’t know where I’m going.
I’m taking small steps,
And I’ve forgotten how to play.
Small steps,
    Trying to pull myself together,
    And maybe I’ll discover,
A clue along the way….

And if someday my small steps bring me near you,
Please don’t rush to tell me all you feel.
You don’t have to speak for me to hear you.
    If I softly sigh,
    Look me in the eye
And let me know I’m real….

Then we’ll take small steps,
‘Cause we won’t know where we’re going.
We’ll take small steps,
And we’ll have too much to say.
Small steps,
    Hand in hand we’ll walk together,
    And maybe we’ll discover
A clue along the way….

Small steps,
‘Cause I don’t know where I’m goin’.
Small steps,
I just take it day to day.
Small steps,
    Somehow get myself together,
    Then maybe I’ll discover
Who I am on the way….

I really wish it was a song because the lyrics are really great. But no, it’s not a song. Small Steps is a book written by Louis Sachar as a pseudo-sequel to his award-winning Holes, which I luved. Anyway, I thought I’d share, cause it sounds so bittersweet and all.

Jun 20
DOH

The first one I’m not too surprised that I missed it, but the ones after that I should be ashamed of myself for forgetting them.

Ikuta Toma

SMAP: Kimura Takuya
Goro Inagaki
Katori Shingo
Kusanagi Tsuyoshi
_________ (I don’t know this name.)

I don’t know these very well.

Jimmy Mackey
Kawai Fumito
Kondo Masahiko

Jun 18

Here I go… Last names first.

Arashi: Ninomiya Kazunari
Ohno Satoshi
Matsumoto Jun
Sakurai Sho
Aiba Masaki

NewS: Yamashita Tomohisa
Kato Shigeaki
Tegoshi Yuuya
Masuda Takahisa *
Kusano Hironori *
Uchi Hiroki
Nishikido Ryo
Koyama Keiichiro

KAT-TUN: Kamenashi Kazuya
Akanishi Jin
Taguchi Junnosuke
Tanaka Koki
Ueda Tatsuya
Nakamaru Yuichi *

Tackey & Tsubasa: Hideaki Takizawa **
Imai Tsubasa

KinKi Kids: Domoto Tsuyoshi
Domoto Koichi

Yokoyama Yuu
Yamashita Shoon
Nakajima Yuto
Nagase Tomoya

That’s about it. I’m probably going to remember others later on and go “doh!”

* Not sure if the names are correct.
** Not sure which one is his last name or first name.

Jun 18

Something I saw on Kagi’s lj. I’ll have to ask her if she minds me linking her.

1. How old are u this year?, answer truthfully
2. Whats your favourite color?
the first 2 questions were kinda meaningless..but anyways
1. anything over 50 -> -10% (squirrels only have a lifespan of like 2 yrs or something)
2. i guess green and or brown/tree colour -> +10% (u see what i mean)
3. Do u like peanuts? yes-> +5% (squirrels dont eat that many peanuts..i think..)
4. err…any kind of nuts.. yes-> +10% (i dunno..liking nuts is kinda squirrely)
5. do u feel scared when u cross the road? yes-> 15% (getting crushed by a car isnt a nice feeling..)
6. Would you climb a tree if u could? yes-> 20% (duh)
7. if u would, how high would you go (in m)-> +m*5% for this one..stupid answers like g’s gets 0.
8. do u like annoying other people/animals yes-> +10% (dunno..10 is a nice number)
9. would you wear something furry? yes -> +5% (alot animals are furry..)
10. how do u feel about having a tail? yes -> +5% (same point..)
11. are u the type of person who like buy alots of foods and stores them..(i.e for winter) yes-> +25%
12. do u run away toward the nearest trees when people approach you? yes-> +25% (obviously..)
13. do you have a crush on yi liu (doesnt apply to yi)? yes -> +25% (just because)

1. 18.
2. errr… pink?
3. Not that much.
4. Yes. Cashews <3
5. … Yes
6. Yes.
7. As high as possible without falling out of the tree. Nvm, it’s a metric number… ummm 3 meters?
8. No
9. Yes
10. … Not really
11. Yes
12. No
13. Umm… No.

10+15+20+0.15+5+25=75.15???

Did Yi Liu write this?

In other news. Good luck to any high schoolers on their final exams <3.

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