neverlastingdream //

In times like this, I don’t know what to say. There are a bunch of things that I want and could say, but those strands of thought have not been organized nor polished yet, so if I say it, it’ll either end up being a jumble of words in Japanese, English and Chinese, or the words will be in different formulation that won’t make sense.

Regarding the last post. There is no way to guess it. Actually, the only other people who could guess the person either 1) don’t read this blog or 2) don’t know this blog exists.

I think the best person to learn from with respect to love experiences could be Jason. I know this could be hard to believe, but I feel that it’s true.

I think there’s a song in the middle of composition right now. I’ve been humming melodies all over and trying not to forget until I get home to record it with no success these past couple of days.

Maybe from now on, I’ll live at the library two of the five weekdays, but don’t quote me. I go back on my word a lot.

When I woke up, I started reading chat logs between me and Marina on Gmail, and felt nostalgic. And while we’re talking about Marina, I felt that lately I’ve been better at the game Marina and I hope to improve as time goes.

I think I’ll be going home next weekend.

I might go to StarKaraoke tomorrow, dunno if this is still going on or not.

I’m watching Proposal Daisakusen. It’s a really good show and if I could, I’d force Marina to see it, because she will definitely like it.

Today is Sunday. In three weeks and less than a day will be the 24th, and I don’t know if I’m looking forward to it, or dreading it. I don’t really know what will happen.

I’ve checked my Mid-Year Exam schedule. Turns out, I have five exams on five consecutive days: December 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th and 13th. How great is that I ask you? There’s only one good thing about this exam schedule I suppose: I get to go home quite early because the December exam schedule ends on the 19th.

I miss having “ningen kankei” lol. I wanna go shopping…

This is some sort a countdown I suppose,
10
days until Japan forces me to go broke!

I open my eyes,
the sun shining through the green leaves blinds me.
the chilly early spring wind blows,
creating a whistling sound across my ears.
I stand.
The cotton shirt whips in the wind,
and my body shivers.
I step out of the silhouette and look around.

Just something random. Nothing special.

I love you,
Lily.