neverlastingdream //

I don’t know. But I just really really like them. So awesome and so wonderfully diverse.

I love them to bits.

Guess, the only hint is in the title.

The guy I like came to visit with 3 other friends whom I could consider as acquaintances. I was living in a different place, and my bed was just a folding futon kind of thing, like what Jeff has right now in the living room. Anyways, they came without notice, so I was taking a nap, and they came in and I was sure I was still half asleep.

So, let’s call the guy who I like Dave.

So while I was still half asleep on my bed after letting them in, Dave came over to my bed and sat on it and somehow we ended up tumbling around in the bed just fooling around. I’m pretty sure I was blushing, but anyways, it was really cute, fluffy and fun. (I don’t know what his friends did during that time, maybe watch us roll around on the bed? That’s just weird.)

Somehow time got forwarded and the visitors all had to leave. (I don’t know what happened between tumbling and leaving.) Unexpectedly, Dave came up to me, and he said, “Lily.” I looked up and he kissed me. I remember thinking, “OMG! He’s kissing me! Kyaaaa!!!” *blush blush blush major blush* Then the next second, I was thinking, “Oh darn it, he’s not that great of a kisser..!!” So, just as I was about to ******** him when I…

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When I …

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When I … woke up.

Yes, it was a dream. Unfortunately.

However, it was a really refreshing dream. And I don’t know, it puts a smile on my face when I think about it. Haha… It’s even better than the Arashi dream I had awhile ago… loool xD.

<3.

I wanted to write this sentence in Japanese, because I like it.

世の中には、自分を愛しない人を愛していることが一番辛い事なんだ。

I really like the expression “nanda.” Don’t know why, it feels really cute and fluffy, but at the same time it feels close, personal and perspective.

I hope, that to that someone, it helped…

There’ll apparently be a Gokusen 3. Interesting. Heard it from arashi.vox.com. Apparently, she’s hoping for a Hey! Say! member to be in it. I don’t know if that’ll happen.

*Goes to check how old Jun was when he was in Gokusen.*

Heh, he was 19. Wow. But that’s younger (sorry!) older than any of the Hey! Say! members. Akanishi was 19 when he did Gokusen 2, but Kamenashi was only 18!! O__O;;.. Interesting.

I don’t think anyone who reads my blog has seen Gokusen, but I just want to ask, which member(s) of Hey! Say! would you like to see in the drama? (Chinen Yuuri doesn’t count, because he’s too young for a main cast…)

–––I love this.


–––One more exam tomorrow.
My university career is over. –––I’m hungry.

I don’t know what to write.

I’m totally lost for words at this point.

I’m not taking school seriously.

I lost my bus pass, and my student card.

This sucks.

Original:

It won’t disappear, it won’t disappear, the mark of early summer rain
The mark of undrying tears
It won’t erase, it won’t erase, it floats in the dark night, that loved one’s shadow.

We were walking by the river bank in the evening glow together with smiles hung on our faces.
“What should we do for today’s dinner?”
A small, yes, terribly small, but normal happiness.
Although you have died, you permeate and live on in my heart.

Although I may love someone else, not only other people exist alone.
With the countless coming of seasons, things will grow older
And the truth is, I’m afraid you will part and disappear.

I watched a violet and thought, “This flower is beautiful,
but someday it will wither and die, won’t it?”
In the evening, when vermiliion intersects with the surface of the water, it leaves two people.
Shadow stacks on shadow, and I fear they will become one.
I was slow to notice, but only one person was shown on the surface of the water.

That day I buried the seeds of my heart, they soon budded on the 20th.
But, the appearance differs from that unchanging love; a gentle light.

(From Arashian.com)

1. I got my first standing ovation at the age of
a) 11 b) 13 c) 15 d) 17

2. Many internet-related things of mine, including but not limited to blog things and emails, are based on what? (This question was worded really badly. Sorry!)
a) Music & Lyrics (no, not the movie) b) Anime & Manga c) Dramas & Movies d) All of the above

3. I watched ______ 20 times because I really liked it.
a) NANA b) Spirited Away c) Tada, kimi wo aishiteru d) Hitch

4. Which of the following is my favorite three Japanese artists?
a) Touhoushinki, NEWS, GARNET CROW b) KAT-TUN, Arashi, GARNET CROW c) Arashi, Touhoushinki, GARNET CROW d) NEWS, KAT-TUN, GARNET CROW

5. My favorite character from the manga series Hanazakari no Kimitachi e is
a) Sano Izumi b) Tennouji Megumi c) Nakatsu Shuichi d) Nanba Minami

6. Which of these songs have I not recorded and saved on my harddrive? (You’re not allowed to cheat! You know who you are =p)
a) KAT-TUN’s Bokura no Machi de b) GARNET CROW’s sky (either versions) c) Angela Aki’s Surrender d) Shuji to Akira’s Seishun Amiigo

7. In my grade 12 yearbook, who was “glad that I found happiness”?
a) Miss E. Dagg b) Mr. J-L. Bontront c) Mr. R. Ferrara d) Mr. R. McKenzie

8. My
a) right eye is more myopic than my left b) left eye is more myopic than my right c) eyes are not myopic d) eyes are myopic equally

9. Favorite Johnny’s Entertainment group. (This is a really easy question.)
a) ARASHI b) KAT-TUN c) Hey! Say! JUMP d) NewS

10. ‘<3s-tei.’ is based on what?
a) The lyrics of GARNET CROW’s Only Stay b) The lyrics of Sowelu’s I will c) The lyrics of w-inds.’s Because of you d) None of the above

Another one coming after the beginning of the winter break ;).

That was a really fun phone call. It’s been a really long time since I’ve been so open to someone on the phone, it felt good. Thank you.

We talked from 10:33pm to 1:10am, when my phone card ran out of money.