neverlastingdream //

This’ll be a long one I presume…

1. Last love song
2. Kimi to Iu Hikari * - “The light that is you”. Can you not love this song?
3. Sky ~new arranged version~ * - Honestly, I think this song takes the cake, I was so obsessed with it..!!
4. Sekai wa Mawaru to Iu Keredo * - I love this melody to bits. It’s so pretty *_*.
5. Sky
6. Kyou no kimi to Asu wo Matsu * - I loved this song so much when I first heard it. I guess this is a song of my youth.
7. Futari no ROKETTO *
8. SUPAIRARU
9. Sen ni ijou no kotoba wo narabete mo
10. Love is a Bird
11. doubt
12. The First Cry
13. Yume Mita Ato de
14. Natsu no Maboroshi *
15. Yuuzuki yo * - Really. ONE OF GARNET’S BEST EVER.
16. picture of world *
17. MAJINARU MAN *
18. in little time * - I LOVE THIS SONG. Great melody and great lyrics <3.
19. Ame agari no BURU *
20. Holy Ground * - I LOVE THIS MELODY. So beautiful. Really, incomparable..
21. Maboroshi * - Nice nostalgic sound. Furui does really in this one. Yuri sounds great too <3.
22. Kimi wo Kazaru Hana wo Sakasou * - “Let’s look for a flower to decorate you with”. Awesome melody.
23. Nakenai Yoru mo Nakanai Asa mo * - Reminds me of Only Stay, but a great song nonetheless.
24. Mysterious Eyes * - Debut single. Coincedentally the first GARNET song that I heard too, roughly a year after they debuted.
25. flying * - “flying fall down”.. I was so shocked when I read the lyrics, it doesn’t make sense.
26. Marionette Fantasia
27. Yellow Moon * - One of the only tracks from THE TWILIGHT VALLEY that I really liked.
28. call my name
29. RAI RAI YA
30. Kimi no Uchi Tsuku Made Hashitte Yuku * - One of the most beautiful melodies GARNET, or I should say Yuri, has ever come up with. I think Holy Ground and in little time is the only two others that can compare. Not even Kimi to Iu Hikari, Yuuzuki yo, Sky, and Yume Mita Ato de is as good.
31. Timeless Sleep
32. Wasurezaki
33. “Sayonara” to Tatta Hitokoto de…
34. wonder land
35. Rhythm
36. Only Stay * - A song that I’ll always remember. Loved this melody too <3.
37. U
38. fill away

And there’s a bunch more too… ><;;

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

SO EXCITED.

DETAILS LATER.

The Most Lamentable Comedy, The Most Cruel Romance of Adrian and Lily
Written by Y. Hui
Epilogue:

From Lily Sun’s Diary:
I begged Yi not to kill him… but he never told me what it was going to cost. I had to work for him like a slave day and night… As I worked, I come to realize that perhaps I don’t need to love everyone I have feelings for, perhaps sometimes it is best to just be friends and not to worry about the relationships… Sometimes, as I fall asleep, Adrian’s image would appear in front of my eyes. That was the only comfort I needed, knowing that he is happy and free, every minute of my torture is worthwhile… Yi agreed that when I’m 50, he will set me free… that’s only 1 year from now, I can’t wait to see Adrian again.

From Adrian Petrescu’s Thoughts:
I’m here, stuck in this empty dungeon, being tortured by my emotions and my love for Lily. Now as I draw my last breaths, my heart is still with her, wherever she is. I am glad to be dead, my only regret was not telling Lily how I felt about her. I slaved away my flesh and blood for Yi on the condition that Lily will live. I hope she is happy, wherever she is. In my wildest dreams, Lily and I were dancing and laughing without a care in the world. But now, all I wish is to tell her that I love her so much that my heart hurts. When I’m dead, I will miss her voice, her smile and her sweet sentences… but death will free me from this torture of my mind. 14 years ago, I was young and innocent. Never experienced sweet love and bitter pain. Now I’m 25, I have experienced almost ever bitterness in life. My love for Lily is stil there, and it’ll forever be there…

LOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Lily, stay away from Arashi.

They suck your time away, you have better things to do…

alshfa; oshy; oauh s;oguahdshfglah;org;ouahd;sf oh what the heck..

(more…)

I hate that I love you.

… is a hotel.

Honestly, it is.

Last night, when I came home at 3:30am, Michelle’s brother, Alex, and her mother stayed over because her mother had to work tomorrow. And I guess maybe the hospital (every one of my mother’s close friend is a nurse due to the fact that she is one lool) is closer to our house in Livonia as opposed to their apartment in Troy. Also, one of my mom’s friends from Montreal came over to look for work.. She is also a nurse. I rest my case.

So, all the double beds (3), minus the futon, was filled last night. I never thought there would be a day when six people lived in this house.

My mother’s not asking “tenants” to pay anything either, just that they help out with dinner once in awhile. Atticus Finch wants altruism? This is what I call altruism.

So, the Sun Family Hotel is open in Livonia… I’m sure you can get vacancy there if you know me, or any of my immediate family members (thank god there are only two).

We should get a sign that says “VACANCY” and put it on our mailbox, or on our front door.. lool.

世界上最痛苦的事情，就是我在你身边 - 你却不知道我爱你。

1. Are you okay?
2. I’m sorry.
3. What did (s)he say?
4. I hate myself.
5. I’ll do it later.
6. What are you doing?
7. Where are you?
8. How are you?

言えないのかな？

「会いたい なぁ」

一言よ。

たまには聞きたいな。。。

1. Whenever people disagree with me, I think they hate me and never want to talk to me again.
2. I assume and imagine in my head every possible degrading and taunting tone people can use when they ask me questions.
3. I think asking questions is stupid.
4. When people ask me questions about whether if I’ve done this or that. I imagine the person using a degrading tone and what they really mean is, “you haven’t done it have you?” in a really disapproving and disappointed tone.
5. I feel that everyone who don’t pay attention to me hate me.
6. I’ve automatically accepted that I’m always wrong about things.
7. I’m never the best at anything.

I have a feeling, that whatever you say, I’m gonna take it the wrong way.