“Your room is pretty… messy…”
“Thanks. Entropy happens.”
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Apr
9
You know who you are.
I haven’t been a good friend lately, and I haven’t talked to you in the longest time. I hope you’re well.
How are you? <3.
I haven’t gotten the time to go shopping for a present yet. Maybe after my exams I’ll go.
Wait, you’re 21 years old!?!?! Wow, unimaginable… O_O
Anyway, have a very happy birthday!
<3,
Lily.
Mar
31
Gwendy: I had a dream with you in it
Gwendy: It was awesome
Gwendy: We met in person
s-tei.: ehh?
s-tei.: hontou?
Gwendy: and for some weird reason I was dressed as a princess and you were a wizard
s-tei.: omoshiroi
s-tei.: LOOOOLLLLLLLLLLL
Gwendy: And we were dancing in my yard and singing
s-tei.: XDDDDDD
s-tei.: funny
s-tei.: are you kidding me?
Gwendy: And Leen was there too only she was collecting acorns for some reason xD
Gwendy: No. I am dead serious.
s-tei.: XDDDDD
s-tei.: funny ~!!!!
s-tei.: and hea-chan, was she there?
s-tei.: btw, in your dream, what did I look like?
Gwendy: Pretty much how you do in real life. No it was just you, Leen and me
Gwendy: and you were going to make me ‘acorn pancakes’
s-tei.: loooooooool
s-tei.: *snorts* LOL acorn pancakes?
Gwendy: but Leen came over to your house and ate all your acorns
s-tei.: hahaha
s-tei.: really?
s-tei.: bad leen.. ><
Gwendy: so you told her to go get you more acorns
s-tei.: hahaha
Gwendy: and then we were looking out your window and we saw like this huge bird and then this guy in a beard came and got the bird and we kept shouting, “DUMBLEDORE! DUMBLEDORE!” at him
Gwendy: and then he winked at us
s-tei.: OMG
s-tei.: hahaha
Gwendy: and we stareted dancing and singing in the yard in wizard/princess costumes
s-tei.: LOOOL
Gwendy: and then some kids came by on bicycles and made fun of us
s-tei.: hahaha
Gwendy: yeah
s-tei.: the kids on bicycles can see us?? ROTFL
Mar
30
I WANT TO GO TO JAPAN…
SERIOUSLY.
I REALLY WANT TO GO.
Gwendy and Salwa are planning it, and I’ve printed out their budgeting word document.. I REALLY WANT TO GO. My parents will probably never agree with it, but I have enough (good) reasons…
- Become fluent in Japanese.
- Meet new people (Gwendy and Salwa especially).
- Grow and learn to adapt by myself.
- Travel.
- Have shitloads of fun.
- (I didn’t say this, because the trip is not only because of this anymore.) Possibility of going to Arashi’s concert… kana..? lol.
So far, the list of activities include:
- Going to Aiba’s family Chinese restaurant in Chiba-ken.
- Going up the Tokyo Tower.
- Visiting Shrines.. (I’m not very excited about this though..)
- Going to Tokyo Disney.
- Going to Ebisu Garden Place (Take a picture of myself with or without other people… F4 was there!!! LOL).
- Going to an onsen..? (I’m not sure what I think about this yet..)
It all depends on how long each one of us are staying.. but there are a bunch of more things we could do.. like going to Akihabara and going to maid cafes (LOL), going to the Ghibli Museum (there’s a 5 m tall sculpture of the Howl’s Moving Castle) and other weird places.. OH! You know where I want to go? There’s a sculture (not sure if it’s considered one) of the word LOVE somewhere.. It was in GTO when Onizuka went to meet with his students so they don’t get in trouble..
It’ll totally be weird though, cause Salwa’s muslim, I’m Chinese, pq, Aerhys and Rhis are probably Singaporean or Malaysian, and Gwendy’s Caucasian… ><;; We’ll be a weird group of people, people’ll look at us weird..
Mar
28
- Pei
- Reki
- Sanae
The above people were inspired by my singing ^_^.
Pei sent me her recording of SHOWTA.’s Trans-winter ~fuyu no mukou gawa~.
Reki told me he recorded, but sounded like a walrus and wouldn’t let me hear it.
Sanae sent me a recording of her singing Sore ga, Ai Deshou from a long time ago.
This is the only good thing that has come out from distributing my singing away… ^__^;;.
Mar
19
The Most Lamentable Comedy, The Most Cruel Romance of Adrian and Lily
Written by Y. Hui
Epilogue:
From Lily Sun’s Diary:
I begged Yi not to kill him… but he never told me what it was going to cost. I had to work for him like a slave day and night… As I worked, I come to realize that perhaps I don’t need to love everyone I have feelings for, perhaps sometimes it is best to just be friends and not to worry about the relationships… Sometimes, as I fall asleep, Adrian’s image would appear in front of my eyes. That was the only comfort I needed, knowing that he is happy and free, every minute of my torture is worthwhile… Yi agreed that when I’m 50, he will set me free… that’s only 1 year from now, I can’t wait to see Adrian again.
From Adrian Petrescu’s Thoughts:
I’m here, stuck in this empty dungeon, being tortured by my emotions and my love for Lily. Now as I draw my last breaths, my heart is still with her, wherever she is. I am glad to be dead, my only regret was not telling Lily how I felt about her. I slaved away my flesh and blood for Yi on the condition that Lily will live. I hope she is happy, wherever she is. In my wildest dreams, Lily and I were dancing and laughing without a care in the world. But now, all I wish is to tell her that I love her so much that my heart hurts. When I’m dead, I will miss her voice, her smile and her sweet sentences… but death will free me from this torture of my mind. 14 years ago, I was young and innocent. Never experienced sweet love and bitter pain. Now I’m 25, I have experienced almost ever bitterness in life. My love for Lily is stil there, and it’ll forever be there…
LOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL