Nobody told me this was out.. At all!!! I think this is late by a few days.
Theme song to Hana Yori Dango Final. Can’t wait for the movie!!
May
16
“She’s Canadian.”
“You have a Canadian friend?”
“Yes, but she lives in Michigan.”
“Is she a US citizen?”
“Uh, she has permanent residency I think.”
“So why is she Canadian?
“Because she doesn’t like to be called American…”
“But she lives in America?”
“Yes. But she was born in China.”
“SHE’S CHINESE TOO!?”
May
13
Sometimes I try my best to make everyone around me happy. If I learnt anything from grade 10 history though, appeasement does not work.. I have an innate function not to consider what other people say…
Maybe I’m just selfish like that. Even when I have low self-confidence, I’m still selfish enough not to take other people’s advices..
I’m used to running away from my problems, ignoring them like they aren’t there.
While I know that is wrong, facing them is more difficult and painful.
How do I say.. “I’m trying to balance my life… Don’t patronize me because you think I’m wasting my time. I’m not as vain as you think I am.” Inside, if I say it out loud, I’m afraid it’ll become false. And maybe I am vain, but at least I’m not trying to make you miserable. That would just be cruel.
Sometimes I wish you would just leave me alone. 自分だけの世界がほしいですね。歌詞の中で。
I guess part of it is me trying to get attraction. But I feel guilty about it and try not to do it.
If you patronize me, I put up a wall around me with a 2 meter radius. Sometimes I hate myself for not living up to other people’s expectations, beating myself up for not being able to do what others expects me to.
I should accept that I really only need to make myself happy. I’m somewhat trying, but you can’t expect me to give up on singing. I can’t do that. I know I can’t. I would die if I did.
May
9
OHNO SATOSHI’S STARRING IN HIS FIRST LEAD DRAMA ROLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WITH IKUTA TOUMA!!!! Two hotties in one drama!!!
Seriously, I never thought I’d live to see the day, but it’s finally here!!! <3 <3 <3.
Apr
28
If you haven’t seen it yet, you really got to. It’s a brilliant drama.
Nishikido Ryou’s great in it, however, he is really starting to scare me.